He's the one I reach for in the middle of the night. SantinoMy life is going nowhere fast, so why not go out to New York for a few weeks and try my hand at something new? I crash with this guy, Hayden, who is gorgeous, sweet, and smart.But there's something dark lurking beneath the surface, threatening to pull him under. I can't just stand by and do nothing--I have to help him. And in the process, I might end up helping myself too. HaydenI love my life. My job. My friends. Everything's great... until my mind betrays me. I'm sad and angry all the time, and I don't know why. There's a cloud hanging over my head, an ache in my chest, and a voice in my head that scares me. I'm becoming someone I don't recognize, and Santino is the only one who notices that something's wrong. He's the only one who can keep the darkness at bay. Santino is a hurt/comfort, forced proximity, sunshine/sunshiny-er MM romance between a golden retriever camboy struggling with depression and an empathic newbie looking for meaning in life. Expect lots of cuddling, late night chats, gentle showers, food as a love language, reading aloud to each other, blanket burritos, found family, and a very slow burn. It is the fourth and last book in The Camboy Network series, but can be read as a stand-alone.